Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Struggle Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a gloomy Monday morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden pain sprang behind my one eye. Then came rapid jolts, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-on agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches often start with intense discomfort behind a single eye that lasts up to several hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually start with sudden, excruciating agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another discovered 64% of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts during attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a long-term patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Still, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical healing texts suggest unusual treatments for what modern observers would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first detailed account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery which supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the condition note this.
In 1998, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, published in a prominent journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by ruling out other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She believes the dental profession still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a calm advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack eased.
Official guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the attacks of some people.
But consultant specialists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Short bouts with infrequent attacks are managed with abortive treatment alone. Longer or more severe periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the area of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a